Succession: "I feel awful"

When Ken tells Logan "I feel awful" in The Summer Palace, does he mean:

 

1. He feels really bad about the bear hug and the personal information he shared with Logan's enemies

or

2. He just, in general, feels terrible, so Logan doesn't need to make him feel worse.

 

(Also what is the connection between Kendall telling Logan's enemies what medication his on, and Kendall later in the season being responsible for Logan's meds?)